Don't get excited

Elliot is coming back. Elliot is coming back at the end of April and I am all anticipation. I don't know why. He'll be living in some sort of rehab run halfway house for a while. Any time I spend with him will be measured, regulated, governed by the overlord that is his Recovery. Artboy described himself as being in recovery today, I might be getting the fuck sick of all these men walking around using the R word to justify any and all action they take. Elliot really is in recovery but Artboy is just being an artboy, he is all zeitgeist and emptiness. There is a hollowness that he refuses to fill, this is how he sucks the life out of me.

What I need is a hug. Elliot knows how to hug, he is a man that can stop time with only a hug.

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