Humbug

Out of the blue an opportunity presented itself yesterday. I was refreshing buoyant about the idea of it. Surprisingly positive. I thought, and I quote "Fuck yeah. I'm gonna jump on this one. I reckon I just might be able to do it. It would be super, I'll get it and it will be great". Then I started to think that's odd.

I was still thinking that's odd at 3am when I was trying to go to sleep. I'm still thinking it now. Is it possible that I've turned into one of those weirdly optimistic people who lack crippling self-doubt? Is it possible that I'm going to give this my best shot propelled by the force of belief in myself?

I hope not, but we'll see what happens.

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